Do you enjoy summer as much as I do? So warm and wonderful ♥
I'm still in a deep mourning work as you may understand, but one thing that feels important to me who lived so close to a person with mental illness - is to always enjoy life. I am a real everyday enjoyer and am grateful for everything good around me, both big and small things and currently enjoy incredibly much of the beautiful summer and my wonderful family that we spend time with every day :)
I've had really hard weeks and it's still going up and down, but I'm starting to feel more and more like myself again which is really nice! Everything practical after mum can not be grabbed even then estate registration and all that has not yet started, but I pulled myself up and started to fix a lot at the salon! Repaint make-up chairs, for example, as I do in the garage at home in the house, and clean all make-up and product boxes. Nice to "come back" and kickstart yourself!
My sisters and I have suddenly become homeowners, and our dream (and plan if everything practically and financially goes together) is to keep the house and live together as a small collective :) Wonderful huh?
This is what it looked like with us the other day:
Me and Miska on the stairs in the garden ♥
Both Miska and her sister's boyfriend Glenn are real fans of skateboarding and tried to teach me a little bit! It went like that haha, but very fun!
Hard to keep the balance on this thing!
We spend every spare moment and every day when Miska and I come home from work, dinner is on. How well can you have it on a scale? Do not know what I would have done without Miska and my crazy family :) May start vlogging in our collective then haha.
By the way, we have received papers from the autopsy now as well and it was as we thought - that it was the mother's body that could not take it anymore, so it was not a conscious choice on her part to end life. She self-medicated her depression with alcohol for several years and has been anything but kind to her health lately, and in the end her body could no longer bear it. Just wanted to write it, as many have thought she committed suicide, but now we know that it was not so ♥
Now I will continue working at the salon for a while before it is time to go home. Hope you all have a nice afternoon and evening!
Kiss & Hug ♥