Ugh what I hate "full days" when you already feel stressed and tired, and everything that can go bad and drag out the time, goes bad and drar out on time! Today was such a day, so fuck…
I was going to a company party (my old job) and had a lot to catch up with before. And even though I thought "you should never test new products before you go" I did it anyway, because I have new basic makeup at home that I was so extremely curious about!
I do not need to mention the brand now, because it was certainly not the products' fault, but in the end it was too much foundation over too much concealer and I have also supplemented this with a bit too much mascara. I tried to save the basic make-up by rubbing cotton quickly (did not have time to wash off and redo completely) and then apply more foundation of another brand. It turned out that way.
Not only that, I had also borrowed a shirt from my sister in advance, so my outfit was already ready - I thought. But when, a quarter of an hour before the bus leaves, I put on my last clothes and realize that I have a big stain on my shirt, it got really urgent! New outfit of a maximum of two minutes was what mattered then!
It ends with me coming to the party, completely gray and over-made up in my face, and thinking that everyone who looks at me is thinking "does she really work there in beauty?”. I was not comfortable in myself for five öre, and if I had not already known everyone, I might have sat half-silent in a corner for the rest of the evening.
Anyway, I had a lot of fun! But when I came home and looked in the mirror I thought "hope it has gotten worse now, and that I have not looked so bad all evening…”
And now I have not even mentioned all the other problems, such as extreme outgrowth, spiders in flats that I am terrified of, that I accidentally take a lip plumper instead of lip gloss that gives a reaction in the lips that stings and stings, that yes not managed to publish the "make-up duel" as planned and that I forgot to shave under my arms even though I was wearing a tank top.
Now I'm going to get myself some much needed beauty sleep! Good night :)